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that's me
Rachel Khoo 16 years old I get mesmerised and fascinated by simple things. if you fall
brush it off, keep on walking
an obsession
Mini Coopers. Volkswagen. Good movies. Meaningful songs. Debate. Cesc Fabregas. Marching. Svian Enterprise 2010. Barcelona FC. Blue. Spain. Animals. Environment. Flowers. Football. Jodi Picoult's books.
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it's getting to me
Sunday, January 16, 2011
This whole prefects thing? Yeah, I'm getting sick and tired of it. I'm sick of irresponsible people pushing their responsibilities to me. I'm tired of people not doing their jobs. I'm tired of doing someone elses' job for them just to maintain the good name of the prefects. I'm tired of tolerating people who think they are better that others and orders others to complete a task while making sarastic comments. If you're so fucking smart, so it yourself. I'm tired of lecturing some rubber brained prefects who can't seem to comprehend the simple meaning of responsibility. I'm tired of people going behind my back, doing something without my knowledge because they think they can handle it better than I can. I'm tired of taking on the tasks which require more time and effort while others take on simple jobs. I'm sick and tired of these people who think I'm the garbage bag where they can toss all their responsibilities and tasks to. I'm also sick of people who discriminate against me because my skin colour is yellow. I'm not a garbage bag. Frankly, I can't wait till July when the handing over ceremony will take place. I can't wait to see my juniors experience what I have experienced for 10 torturing months. What goes around comes around, bitches. Give me a hard time, and I will give you a hard time as well. If you want to push your responsibilities around, fine. I'll do the same. I refuse to be your personal garbage bag anymore. 12:02 AM of booths and cool english men
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Just ignore the title, if you may. After breakfast/ lunch (brunch?), my mom and dad suddenly suggested to pay STAR education fair a visit. So, okay. Maybe we'll spend 2 or 3 hours there, probably nothing much was my first thought. Oh, boy was I wrong. They had 5 exhibition halls and some talks on career/ financial aid which helped a bit. Anyway, we were there for almost 6 hours! Checking out costs and information about the courses I was interested in, which country I wanted to go to, etc etc. The list goes on and on. At first, I was almost 100% sure I was going to USA for my degree under the American Degree Transfer Program where you'll spend 2 years locally and 2 years abroad in the USA. However after visiting this fair, I have discovered there are truly many more options and I shouldn't just limit myself to one program/country because now that I think of it, is really stupid. There was this guy, Dr Sean Matthews from The University of Nottingham( Malaysian Campus) who was so incredibly kind to discuss my options and interests, explaining every single bit of information he could possibly offer. Just in case you're wondering, I am indeed looking at International Communications/ Journalism and Nottingham's course interests me a whole lot. Their program involves the student studying here for the foundation and 4/5 semesters. For the last semester, one could go to UK to complete their degree without having to pay in British pounds which saves a whole lot of money. Oh and the very interesting detail about studying International Communications in Nottingham is that they require you to take up one foreign language; Spanish, French, Mandarin, Japanese, etc which is SO COOL. As for the ADP, I am not required to take A-Levels/foundation but instead immediately commence my degree program after SPM, which sounds really awesome. Calculating the costs of the ADP, it is much much higher then studying in Nottingham, which is a very prestigious university, I would say. Oh, did you know that studying in Malaysia, every student is required to take this thing called Matapelajaran Wajib" which consists of BM, Moral and History? THIS IS JUST A REALLY GOOD EXAMPLE OF PURE IDIOCY OF THE MALAYSIAN EDUCATION SYSTEM. Why do you need to sit for these papers after enduring 5 painful years of learning these subjects in highschool? QWERTYUIOP! So, the conclusion is, Nottingham would probably top my list at the moment. The plan? Get kickass results in my SPM. Apply for AFS exchange program for 3 months. Start foundation in April/ July. Complete 2 years here, 1 year in UK. Get an MBA while working. I know indeed that I will succeed. I know I will make it. Oh, I'm feeling motivated, bitches! 6:43 AM ain't high, ain't mighty.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
You know what beats me? The fact that the society today is getting more and more ignorant, shallow and unthoughtful. We look down on others. Others who are not as privileged, rich or lucky like we are. Now, I'm not saying that I don't do this sometimes. I also have the tendency to forget what I would normally not do or the least, forbid myself not to do. I am human and humans forget sometimes. Everyday, we ignore those who seem insignificant to us, those who we presume are not worthy or not important. Like garbage collectors, or waiters. We forget to say thank you or offer a smile to them because in our minds, they simply do not matter at all. Its as if they are invisible or transparent because our eyes don't see what they don't want to see. But what we don't seem to understand is that they indeed ARE important to us, they are important to our society. Time and again, we descriminate against people who are different than us. But has it ever crossed our minds that without different people, it makes our world extremely boring, dull and undiverse? Then, everyone would be the same. This way, everyone would have the same job, everyone has the same personality and religion. Everyone will be the same. Has it ever crossed our minds that without dissimilar humans, there wouldn't be anybody to sweep the roads or to collect trash from our houses? God created every person for a reason. Everyone plays a role in ensuring that a balanced, beautiful world exists. Everyone is important, regardless if you're a maid or a construction worker. So the next time you pass by your school janitor, offer him/her a smile. After all, a smile costs nothing but worths everything. You might just make their day by them knowing that they are appreciated for their effort poured into making your school a cleaner place. Perhaps,you could say thank you to your waiter next time he brings you your bill. He did, after all serve you your coffee. My point is, acknowledge those who aren't as fortunate as you. You never know, you might be in their shoes one day, craving for that scarce bit of acknowlegement that people rarely grant you. RachelKhoo 12:49 AM a family,a smile
Sunday, October 3, 2010
I really cannot imagine how it feels like, not having a family at all. Not having someone to love you, care for you. Noone to ask you if you're recovering from your cold or if you have finished your homework.The visit to Maha Karuna Compassionate Home has made me realise how important it is to have a family because without one, there won't be anyone to love, the basic fundamentals of life itself. The 6 inmates at the home comprised of 4 females and two males. Their face lit up so brightly when we talked to them and when we sang with them. They sang along and clapped their hands with excitement. The whole atmosphere was so powerful and moving, it is impossible to put into words. These people never experienced family life or care from their children of grandchildren because they never had one. Imagine how happy and contented they were when a HERD of 35 16 year olds visited them. All I can say is, appreciate your family. Your father, mother, sister, brother, son, daughter, grandfather, grandmother. Appreciate them because we are so very lucky to have them in our lives. 2:09 AM and the future zooms in
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Okay, my previous blog post has SO MANY grammatical mistakes! Nevermind it (: I hate it when my parents and others ask me" Where do you want to study next time?" or " What do you wanna major in?" It is annoying, least to say bacause I really don't know. I really don't. I know that by now I should have a rough image of what I want to be in the future. Where I want to study and what my occupation will be but the thing is, I just don't know. Not anymore. I was so focused on being a veterinarian but after much discouragement from my parents, I know that course wasn't for me. The course lasts over a period of seven years and I can't take another 7 more years of studying. It's not easy to finance my studies for seven years either, especially not overseas. But now, even though I dread the question and the thought of it, I can't help myself to thinking where I would I reside later in life? Where would I be working? Which college would I go to? What course would I be majoring in? What country would I be studying in? Will I be successful in life? And guess what? The last question scares me the most, it scares me to the center of my very being. I don't know if I will MAKE IT in the real world. I don't know if I will achieve what I want to or if I will be serving tables at a diner. This scares me, a lot. So what if I'm active in school activities? So what if I'm a prefect? What if I will manage to earn 10A+ in my SPM? It doesn't reflect my future. Not at all. I live my life everyday without a vision, or a goal, similar to a game of football without a goal and a net. I feel lost and helpless. I know I need to make choices and decisions but what if the choices I make are wrong ? I'm afraid. 7:48 AM so slow, slow, slow
"Free wan!"For those of you who has thought of going to Chilli Padi Restaurant located along Jalan Genting Klang,take my advise and save yourself from embarking on a trip to food hell. Literally. Don't go there. You'd probably die of : 1) Starvation 2) Anger If you're fond of one of those grandmother stories, here's one. Me and my family went ti the restaurant above for dinner and so happen to meet Ervin there! :D Anyway, my dad ordered Escargot and a bowl of saladand my mum, Nasi Bojari which came with a free cendol. Sounds interesting? Me on the other hand didn't order anything axcept a drink and a chicken otak- otak which we all shared.=/ The food was, least to say, unattractive. Pardon me, I'm very VERY fussy and particular about my food. I shall categorize this story into a few sections (: FOOD The Nasi Bojari came after 15 minutes post- ordering , that was fine. We waited and waited for our escargot and salad to arrive but alas! We had to ask the waiter 30-45 minutes after ordering about the pending food and the reply we got was"Oh, escargot no more" with a very unproffesional manner, almost like a response you'd get from a chinese hawker stall. And sorry, I didn't keep track of time. I was too busy witnessing a fly die a slow death while waiting for the salad. Hmm. And yes, the salad, consisting od lettuce, red beans and and thousand island sauce did not arrive even after 45 minutes. Wait, there's more! Our cendol also has not arrived and when it did, the waitress practically threw it on our table saying "Free wan". Rude much? AND it wasnt a cendol. They ran out of cendol so they replaced it red beans which by the way, tasted like something even my dogs wouldn't drink. SERVICE and MANNERISM They didnt even bother to tell us the escargot was sold out. They didn't inform us cendol ran out and that they had to replace it with red beans. They even charged us for the escargot that never saw its shadow on the table! Waiters and waitresses were horrible at communications. No "Sorry sir, we have ran out of escargot, would you like to order something else for a change?" but merely a "No more escargot". No" Apologies mam, we have ran out of cendol. Is it okay if we exchange it with another beverage?" Yes, no doubt trhe workers were foreigners and communication skills were less than satisfactory, but it is crucial that the staff are trained properly to handle and talk to customers with a suitable tone, manner and body language. Coninue with this kind of service and the businnes could take a u- turn towards failure and suffer a major downfall. Yes, the life and death of a business corporations lie in the hands of waiters and waitresses. Go figure Yes, I may be fussy. I may be particular. But common courtesy and satisfactory service is what I least expect from an establishment of this sort. If I were to get this kind of service and attitude, I'd rather eat somewhere else, maybe a kopitiam etc. So the conclusion? ChillPadi *thumbs down. 7:29 AM gleaming diamonds
Saturday, September 25, 2010
It rained today. And soon after, the sun shone. The tar road was filled with bullets and pools of water while the sun shone its rays down on them, making them look like diamonds. Simply beautiful. It's amazing how the simplest thing could make your day. It's beautiful how nature takes its course in its utter simplicity. 8:16 AM |